incarnations of black maria
maria is as real as air. you
all know her just as well as I do, just as intimately, and just as mercilessly.
a black maria is the name for the hearse carrying Irish political prisoners
to the morgue. maria is the name of the transport called culture carrying
us relentlessly to our final mental resting place.
poetry is an odd way for a human being to express themselves. the act
of writing poetry is very private. the act of reading that poetry is
voyeuristic. people who write poetry with the intention of having others
read it, are actually inviting strangers to take a seat in their heads.
this gives readers access to the entire person behind the eyes, warts
and all. you can try to hide stuff in your poetry, little secrets and
such, but you can't keep anything confidential. you can't help it, you
leave clues everywhere, in the words, in the images, in the situations,
even in what you haven't said.
incarnations of black maria provides a momentary view of a life. there
are some good things in the story, some whiney type things, some stupid
things, even some heroic things. i've taken a slice of mind, mounted
in on a slide, then stuck it under a high power microscope.
maria is as real to me as air. she isn't a person. she isn't an idea.
in fact, she doesn't exist. yet she is as real to me as air. you all
know her as well as I do.